growing...

i have been busy growing over here...

so for the fine folks who visit me here this is a wee glimpse of what i am up to these days...and let me tell you this girl is smitten with the bug who has bitten...

quiet...

'The quieter you become, the more you can hear.'

Ram Dass

Been a little quiet around these parts of late...don't you find that when you quiet down the 'stuff' in your mind it opens new pathways and frees you up? Well, now, I realize this is not a very deep or intellectual statement/realization to present, but sometimes its the simplest, most obvious that goes unrecognized...speaking for myself.

So, I have been practicing more quiet these days...

I have found lately that if I quiet myself while interacting with others, well, that helps as well in being able to hear what is really happening (and sometimes makes me realize I may not want to be hearing too much at all)...

listening to the silence

taking chances within

to move past what holds me down

for release into the unknown...

this stormy, rainy weather has me inside today and although there are plenty of mundane things to tend to, I am thinking a cup of tea, some paintbrushes,  old papers and a few odd gals to create might just be what is needed in these quiet times...

what are you up to in your neck of the woods? 

sending happy weekending thoughts your way.

10...

She is 10 today...

My how the time goes too fast.

I wonder sometimes if I have told her enough how....

Simply amazing she is...

How she has changed our world and continues to teach me countless things about life, love, myself... 

how much my heart can expand...

How when I look at her I see endless possibilities... 

An amazing person in the making...

How she is unique...
 A colorful rainbow of wonderfulness...

How her smile is bright enough and warm enough to light up the world...

Happy Birthday dear one of mine.

peaceful pondering...

he makes my heart and soul stop... the love runs so deep it aches...

just thought i'd pop in to my little webular space to let you know, for those who may drop by (you can leave a comment, you know, I will not stalk you), that i am still here...just been peacefully pondering lately, although at 3 a.m. when you ponder you have no choice but to be quiet and silent in it all, therefore,  i suppose it's peaceful in the still of it, so to speak...often does not seem so peaceful inside this wee head...but I digress, that is another post altogether...
happy weekending...tomorrow i will venture to an adventure of which i have not embarked...so stay tuned it should be a good one.

right now...

i am enjoying a fortune cookie

(& contemplating playing those lotto #'s...something quiet rare for me)

 and sketching some new odd gals...

what are you up to?

new word...

 

Some snapshots of our New Year...and in the quiet of one early morning this word arrived and was quickly logged in my journal, to carry me through this year and be a little constant reminder to keep on...drumroll please...

brave

 simply defined: ready to face and endure danger or pain; showing courage.
There you have it fine folks...now, if you are inclined to share and have one, what might your word be for this year?

Sea much clearer...

As we embark for our annual family camping trip to the sea, I am busy packing all things necessary for us to keep warm, fed and busy (games, crafts, books) as well as some important Mum items which include;  these, a new handmade journal, sketching book, a timely arrival of this, various knitting projects and walking shoes...I am excited to do my annual craft project with the kids (stay tuned) and spend time with friends and family.

This time of year, as we embark on a fresh, new horizon, seems to bring some longing for shift, change and focus...and somehow the sea seems to make me see more clearly.

Since resolutions have never quite worked for me, I tend to be left feeling like I did not live up to a promise to myself (never mind not wanting to tell anyone for fear of inquisitions on how things are going with that 'resolution')...my little word of intention was a simple, quiet and constant for me throughout the year.  

so...

Dear Trust 

I have held you close all year and you have been a beacon of strength and reassurance, 

you are not forgotten & will stay with me now more than ever,  for you have brought me to a new space and you quite simply made this gal a wee bit stronger.

Last nights sketching/painting in my journal titled; 'She had the whole world in her hands'...

Thank you Trust, now make room for the next intention for it is soon to arrive, perhaps as I sit by the sea, cold wind in my hair (well, if I had hair), ocean crashing, mind clear.

So from the sea I am sending you wishes to your wee corner of the world for the most happiest of New Years, dear,  kind ones, filled with all you love most and maybe a special word of intention?

If the Angel 

deigns to come

it will be because

you have convinced

her, not by tears but

by your humble resolve to be always

beginning to be a beginner.

Rilke